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| Dreamin' About The Future... |
[25 Jan 2006|01:22pm] |
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Well... at about 1:50 P.M. on January 24, 2006, I made the biggest choice of my life. I have forever bid myself upon Sabrina. I love her and I will make her the Queen of my castle as she is now the Queen of my heart. We'll make it through any obstacle there is and we'll do it together. I don't want to walk behind you and follow, or you walk behind me and I lead, but yet, walk beside me through life as my companion, soul-mate and true friend and together, we'll endure every burden. Regardless of how our lives have flowed, we have ended up in each other's arms time and time again. I love you Sabrina LeAnn...
Just remember the song- You're still the ONE!!!
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[15 Jan 2006|01:42pm] |
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Well my life is going great....i dont live with mary and shannon anymore...im with josh all the time now...and things are going great he is the love of my life and we are going to be together forever...we are both working now and he got his new truck...things just keep getting better for us...and i cant wait to see what the future holds for us....Im just glad i found the one for me...he is my first and only love and i will love him forever...in this past week i lost everything except for the person that means the most to me and that is joshua david maloney..without him or his love i would be nothing he is my rock, my foundation, simply my everything! My life shattered and i didnt even know where to start picking up the pieces instead he did that for me and no words,no song, no poem could ever come close to explaining to him how much he means me to me! And I will never ever stop loving him!
Sabrina LeAnn-n- Joshua David 11/30/05--> The Beginning Of Forever! I LOVE YOU JOSHUA DAVID MALONEY!!
Forever Yours, Sabrina LeAnn Short
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| An Update & A Song!* |
[03 Jan 2006|09:14am] |
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Well everything is going ok not really great at the moment, I love josh more than ever and we are happy, Christmas was great I got the 1st and 2nd season of the golden girls, and i bought josh an XM Radio for his truck, he means so much to me I would give him anything! Well Im staying here at shaina's tonight, Isaiah has learned so many new things its just so amazing how smart he is, I took him,erica, and shaina out today I just wish it would snow more..so i can kick josh's ass in snowball fighting like i have the past 2 times it has snowed!!...Well I got a 2002 white ford mustang on saturday im totally in love with it,but i basically signed my life over when I bought it and im still working at roma's and im getting a 2nd job until this fall..and then im going to UVA-Wise in the fall...well i have been sick for the past week not sure what i got yet but im prolly going to the doc thursday morning...Brittany got her permit which is really scary...and that's about it..later haters!!*
Sara Evans-No Place That Far
I can't imagine, any greater fear Then waken up, with out you near And though the sun, will still shine on My whole world, would all be gone But not for long
Chorus If I had to run If I had to crawl If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far
It wouldn't matter, why we're apart The lonely miles, two stubborn hearts And nothing short, of God above Could turn me away, from your love I need you that much
Oh if I had to run (if I had to run) Of I had to crawl (If I had to crawl) If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far Baby there's no place that far
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| A Real Update!!* |
[17 Dec 2005|12:57am] |
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Well I have been staying at the rents for past few weeks..but i have been spending most of my time with josh..cuz he is my everything..my life!...we have the best relationship..I love him so much! well im really not sure when im gonna start college..im still working at Roma's...and i really like my job...Christmas is coming up soon but im really not in the christmas spirit...Today is Isaiah's B-day and josh came to the party with me and that really meant alot to me...then i spent the rest of the night with him..i have a meeting for work tomorrow at 10 in the morning...and then i dont know when i work...well thats all for tonight...later haters!!*...
Sabrina-n-Josh "We Brought Back The Love, We Found Trust, Vowed We'd Never Give It Up..Remember When!!*"
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| A Real Update!!* |
[01 Dec 2005|12:10pm] |
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Well for these past months my life has been a living hell,...and everyone trying to control my life and stuff like that, i'm 18 i think i can handle my own, and make the right decisions for myself everyone needs to get that through their heads! But these past few days have made up for the past few months, I've spent so much time with the love of my life...I never knew that I could love a man so much! All though we've been through alot together, and we have a WHOLE LOT of ppl against us, We're pulling through this and we are stronger than ever..I just wish I could give him the world! Oh and for those of you that don't know who I'm talking about, it's Josh! Well today i'm gonna help put up the decorations for christmas, And i'm really not in the christmas spirit this year! And then i will prolly have to go have a talk with shannon, but hopefully not, cuz i really dont want to ever see him again! But I'm going to go downstairs with Isaiah for a while!!*....LATER HATERS!!*
-Sabrina-n-Joshua- "We Don't Stop Playing Cuz We Grow Old, We Grow Old Cuz We Stop Playing!!* -5-22-42-1-44"
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[29 Nov 2005|11:27am] |
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(When I first saw you, I saw love. And the first time you touched me, I felt love. And after all this time, you're still the one I love.) Looks like we made it Look how far we've come my baby We mighta took the long way We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet they'll never make it" But just look at us holing on We're still together still going strong
(You're still the one) You're still the one I run to The one that I belong to You're still the one I want for life (You're still the one) You're still the one that I love The only one I dream of You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better We beat the odds together I'm glad we didn't listen Look at what we would be missin'
I'm so glad we made it Look how far we've come my baby
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[28 Nov 2005|07:17pm] |
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Well I just fixed the computer...its been messed up for like a week or 2...I just havent had much time..but I have 2 days off this week!...WOO-HOO!...WEll I started my X-mas shopping today..So many ppl to buy for its not even funny!..I'm really not in the x-mas spirit this year....I am in an awful mood tonight..some things just really tick me off!...I really dont know what I want to do with my life??...and everyone just wont leave me alone about it...and there is problem after problem...just tired of life...but i guess we all get that way sometimes....i got to go the first week of december and sign up for classes...sometimes i wish i wouldnt have messed my arm up..cuz i wouldnt be working..and all this other junk...well im out for now..im going to go call britt...later haters!!*
..*Sabrina LeAnn*.. " I've Never Lost Anything I've Ever Missed, But I've Never Been In Love Like This!! "
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[19 Nov 2005|09:48am] |
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| You Are 21 Years Old |  Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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[16 Nov 2005|12:35am] |
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Well today has been fun but confusing...well i woke up at 8:20 and got ready for work and my aunt took me to work..and i worked with jessica and it was fun but it was dead...and then erica and shaina came to Roma's and we ate..and then me and shaina went to wal-mart and to a few other places...well my love life is so confusing...i dont know what i want!..for real!...i still love someone.....im just so CONFUSED!!!.....well i talked to britt tonight and it was great...i havent talked to her in forever and i miss her!!...well we are suppose to go to this big dinner thing but i think im going to go watch WALK THE LINE...the movie about Johnny Cash...and then who knows...just want to have a fun weekend!..Since I got Saturday off this weekend...i worked all last weekend so it pretty much sucked...but oh well just a part of life...well i think im gonna finish off this smirnoff and get to bed...later haters!!*
..*Sabrina LeAnn22*.. "You See In All My Life I've Never Found, What I Couldn't Resist, What I Couldn't Turn Down, I Could Walk Away From Anyone I Ever Knew, But I Can't Walk Away From You!*"
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[14 Nov 2005|12:46pm] |
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Well Im sick as a dog!..I dont know what the matter with me,its looking like the flu....and that just sucks!...anyways i worked last night with tina from 4-close..and we were swamped!!...very unexpected...Im doing pretty good....recovering from this weekend...i havent heard from mary and shannon in a long time...and it feels good....well im talking to someone and im not really looking for a relationship or love again...screw that!..but for some reason..i think im fallin for him fast!..well today i work from 4-close and im not sure who i work with...but im sure either way it will be fun...my next day off is saturday....cuz we have this big dinner thing in duffield...im suppose to go to a basketball game on thursday with someone..but i cant say the name...if i can get out of work early then i am going to that...shaina's family is coming in this weekend...so its gonna be crowded in this house...they are staying in for Thanksgiving...but im out for now...gotta get in the shower and get ready for work!...later haters!!*
..*Sabrina LeAnn22*.. "Because Of You I Try My Hardest Just To Forget Everything!!"
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[13 Nov 2005|12:01am] |
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Well today has been weird...Well I woke up and got ready and we all went to wal-mart.....we are sitting here drinking smirnoff triple black with crisp lime taste..seriously if you havent tried it yet...its awesome!!......we are going to watch some movies...and all that stuff....well i gotta work tomorrow..i have worked all weekend and it just sucks..but hey i have no life anyways...well im going to stop writing for tonight ..but im out later haters!!
Sabrina LeAnn22 "Shame On Me If You Fooled Me Once, Shame On You If You Fooled Me Twice!!*
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[08 Nov 2005|11:17pm] |
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Wooooooo-Hoooooooo!...Tim Kaine Won!!!...It's a great day to be a DEMOCRAT!!!...That was for you Hannah!!*...And yes im a proud democrat!...Moving on..I woke up and played with isaiah for a while and then rocked him back to sleep....then i took a shower...and we went out to goody's and shoe show and all that good stuff!...then i went to work from 4pm-9pm...and then shaina and erica picked me up and we went to get something to eat...and we sat and ate it in the food lion parking lot...and then we came home and i played with isaiah for a while then took a shower..and that's it for today.!!....Later Haters!!*
..*Sabrina Leann22!!*..
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[06 Nov 2005|12:27am] |
| You Are a Margarita |  You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party! You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down. |
| Your Pimp Name Is... |  Her Majesty Slick |
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[05 Nov 2005|12:30pm] |
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Well shaina and i got up pretty early but then she decided not to go get her hair cut so I went and laid down with isaiah...and now im straightening my hair and getting ready to go to a baby shower....to see ppl i dont even know but shaina is making me go...well i moved back in with shaina and erica again...cuz i hate shannon and mary...Oh and by the way my real mom's name is CHRISTY MOORE...I would type out the whole story of why..but that would take forever and it would piss me off even more than I already am...well im out cuz im pissed....later haters!*
..*Sabrina LeAnn22*.. "help me hold on, to what we have, once our love was strong, it can be again they say it takes 2 to make love last,your were right all along so help me hold on!!*"
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| A Song!!* |
[04 Nov 2005|09:01am] |
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I hope you're doing fine out there without me 'Cause I'm not doing so good without you The things I thought you'd never know about me Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years? Guess I only see the truth through all this fear, And living without you
And everything I had in this world And all that I'll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me.
I can't take another day without you 'Cause baby, I could never make it on my own I've been waiting so long, just to hold you And be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can't always find the words to say But everything I've ever know gets swept away Inside of your love
And everything I had in this world And all that I'll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see That time is standing still for me When you're not here
Sorry I can't always find the words to say Everything I've ever known gets swept away Inside of your love
And everything I had in this world And all that I'll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me.
And everything I had in this world And all that I'll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me.
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| A Song And An Update!! |
[01 Nov 2005|11:34am] |
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Remember when I was young and so were you and time stood still and love was all we knew You were the first, so was I We made love and then you cried Remember when
Remember when we vowed the vows and walked the walk Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard We lived and learned, life threw curves There was joy, there was hurt Remember when
Remember when old ones died and new were born And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged We came together, fell apart And broke each other's hearts Remember when
Remember when the sound of little feet was the music We danced to week to week Brought back the love, we found trust Vowed we'd never give up Remember when
Remember when thirty seemed old Now lookn' back it's just a steppin' stone To where we are, Where we've been Said we'd do it all again Remember when Remember when we said when we turned gray When the children grow up and moved away We won't be said, we'll be glad For all the life we've had And we'll remember when
Well today has been a good day for a change!..Thank Jesus..That was for you britt!...And Tina your right, That is what I need!..lol...But your still a perv!..I gotta go to work at 4...but i got some stuff to take care of before that!!!...But atleast im working with Tina..and not the bitch!..Well I wore my gorilla suit to work yesterday...im not even going to go into that though...lmao...well im getting ready to go see isaiah..Later Haters!!*
..*Sabrina LeAnn22*.. "We Came Together, Fell Apart, And Broke Each Other's Hearts!!*"
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[31 Oct 2005|09:46am] |
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Breathe in right away, nothing seems To fill this place I need this every time, take your Lies get off my case Some day I will find, a love that flows Through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away
You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the Rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah
This is getting cold, I can't break these Chains that I hold My body's growing cold, there's nothing Left of this mind or my soul Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of This poison is taking me higher This will fall away, this will fall away
You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the Rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser!
You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the Rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser
You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the Rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser
Well today was awful as usual...mary pissed me off..and there was an incident that I really dont wanna talk about..im seriously getting sick of my life!!
..*Sabrina LeAnn22*.. "I'm Tired Of Being What You Want Me To Be!!"
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[29 Oct 2005|11:44pm] |
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Well this day has been ok i guess......I woke up and drove the dmv to renew my tags...so much fun!!Then shaina and I ate at monterrey's.....Then went and watched isaiah is the costume contest at wal-mart...He was so cute!!...But he didnt win but we really didnt care...we just wanted to show him off!...Welll then i went to work and it was ok..I got to work with the redneck..lmfao..thats still hilarious to me!...JEFF GORDON SUCKS!!!..Sorry Tina!Well then mary and shannon pissed me off at work..Shew I fuckin hate them!...Well after work i checked my cell and i had 6 voicemails..but im not going into that!!!..Another stupid ass!...That just pissed me off even more!..So Im just in a pissy mood!..Well Im gonna go eat the rest of my food from wendy's..then go take a hot bath..later haters!!*
..*Sabrina LeAnn22*.. "You’re getting closer to pushing me off of life’s little edge, Cause I’m a loser, And sooner or later You know I’ll be dead!!*
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| Yet Another Sad Song!!* |
[28 Oct 2005|01:31pm] |
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Baby tell me where'd you ever learn to fight without saying a word? Then waltz back into my life like it's all gonna be alright... Don't you know how much it hurts...
When we don't talk, when we don't touch, when it doesn't feel like we're even in love.
it matters to me
when i dont know what to say don't know what to do don't know of it really even matters to you how can i make you see it matters to me
Baby I still don't understand the distance between a woman and a man. So tell me how far it is and how you can love like this... Cuz I'm not sure I can.
When we don't talk, when we don't touch, when it doesn't feel like we're even in love. it matters to me
when i dont know what to say don't know what to do don't know if it really even matters to you how can i make you see it matters to me
oh and i don't know what to say don't know what to do don't know if it really even matters to you how can i make you see it matters------ to me
oh it matters to me
I just want you to know, some days are hard to get threw and there's nights that never end, but after all you put me through, I love you so much that I would do it all again!!*
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